All Or Nothin'

This song says it all for my soul mate... my queen... whoever she may be... it has to be ALL OR NOTHIN!!!


I've gotta have all or nothing, baby 
With me there is no maybe
If you want to be my lady
It's all or nothing 
I've gotta have all or nothing, baby
With me there is no maybe 
If you want to be my lady 
It's all or nothing

I tell you from the start
Just how things would be
Expections for the one that would be with me
Now I tell you once again 
I hope you'll understand 
Just what you have to do
If you want a second chance 
I don't need a fooling 'round kind of woman 
A woman who just can't be
Happy and devoted just to me 
I need an one loving kind of woman
A woman that I can trust 
Who's faithful and concerned about it

A stylish kind of woman with class, luxury look 
Who treats some man the way that she should 
One who will give me all her love 
One who will have me once and more 
That's the kind of woman I'm looking for 
I don't need a fooling 'round kind of woman 
A woman who just can't be
Happy and devoted just to me
I need an one loving kind of woman 
A woman that I can trust 
Who's faithful and concerned about it 

I want the best 
I won't settle for less 
I want someone that is heaven blessed
Someone to hold me tight 
Someone that will treat me right
And who will understand 
And treat me like a man

Donnel Jones-You Know That I Love You

How can i stay away from this song? It's awsomely cool & the lyrics speaks volume.... sorry, its' for my own listening pleasure & i'm not trying to woe anyone with this song.

You Know that I love you, and that ain't gone change
I know you're not here with me now but my love for you stays the same
Don't worry about those other girls
They can't take your place
You're the only woman in my world
And you can't be replaced
(Girl U Know)

Chorus
You know that I love you
Girl you're everything to me
Just let me show you
Just how much you mean to me

It's been such a long time since I've been near you
My friends say I should play around
They wish that they could have what I found in you
You know I'm not that other guy
Who broke your heart
You're still the only woman in my world
Even when we're apart

Chorus

I only have eyes for you (oh baby)
Believe me what I say is true
You know my heart belongs to you
And only you
And you can't be replaced
(Girl U Know)

Chorus

nice guy ends with nothin!

LESSON LEARNED!!!

From Rocketeer to Puppeteer

I was actually looking forward for my b'day in 2012, but I guess I never learned my lessons. How would I know that someone actually pulled my strings & made me a puppet during my b'day. From a Rocketeer to a Puppeteer.

Yesterday, (10th of Janu_fuckin-Ry) I actually went to LCCT drove almost 2 hours to & fro.... from KL & only to know "she" postponed the trip to today instead. Well... to me it was a blessing in disguise "then". Coz I was super busy yesterday as I plan to free up my schedule & take a day off on my b'day. The reason is so that I could spend my time with the "puppeteer" today which is the 11th of Janu-fuckin-Ry!!!

I went to LCCT again today but I only reach Kg Pandan roundabout before i made a "u-turn" just before the junction of the MEX h'way. This i becoz, i received an SMS telling me to not come to pick her up & she's supposed to call me. And till this very moment, I'm still waiting for her call, sms, ym or twit. Yet..."Nothing"! Smlm dia cakap dia sms 2 kali bagitau dia pospon... tapi satu patah haram pun tak dpt... takpe... aku kan penyabar... mungkin signal tepon or internet or apa2 lah. U should never rely 100% to technology. There's always flaws of messages didnt get thru & yada yada yada. Ive danced to that song many times before & even sang that tune too.

So... takpe... tak marah smlm.... tapi hari ni? It's the cherry on top of the icing. Hmmm siap tanya nak apa b'day? & i said tak payah... by her being here is already a feel good prezzie for me. Yup yup yup.... i've lowered my expectations as she has mentioned that no way we can be together due to "who i am". Its a painful pill to swallow & i did swallow it painfully.

Then that simple message in YM saying that she plans to come on the 13th Jan for shopping... that itself made me happy coz i'll be able to meet her again... but with lower to no expectation this time.... then she dropped a bigger surprise that she would liek to come earlier so that she can celebrate my b'day with me! Isn't that uber-sweet???? I told myself. ok hold your horses kerry.... she's doing this strictly out of friendship & nothin more. I'm down with that... i'm down with that says my heart & mind.

By end of the day... pendek kan cerita... dia tak dtg pun arini? Apa kes? aku pun tak paham kenapa? kenapa buat camni kat aku? aku buat apa kat dia sampai aku kena camni? Tak call or sms or YM or twit or whatever pun nak bagitau tak jadi... aku cam bodoh je drive ke sana.... bukan sekali... DUA KALI!!!

& guess how did i spend my bday??? at home mcm bodoh. nasib baik la ada abang aku teman main 2 game FIFA 12. Tapi yg paling best... dpt makan breakfast dgn Gwen spontaneously. Tu pun sbb bday aku dia teman aku. Kalau tak makan sorg je. Comel la Gwen ni.... baik je layan aku.... hmmmm Sabahan is famous for their hospitality in nature. Which is so true. Lupa marah & panas dlm hati sat. Tapi lepas dia balik.... sambung rasa bengang..... apa la kerry ni.... asyik kena tipu dgn pompuan je.... suka sgt gadaikan hati & jantung utk pompuan main2kan..... adehhhhh

Lunch tadi dgn Farid... luahkan kat dia... semua ni... tu je la satu2 kawan yg bole bawak borak2 pasal ni. Lepas lunch kat cozy house GE mall.... balik umah.... reply to all my FB & twitter bday wishes..... letih wohhhh but i dont have a life... so aku reply each & every message tau.... nobody is spared. baik tak aku??? hmmmm alahai.. felt like a fuckin loser today.

hmmm its wednesday.... & i felt like drowning my sorrows. should i go to Rootz tonite & enjoy ladies nite on my bday? hmmmm... takde mood langsung.... i just wanna watch movie... makan2 & borak2... tu je... tak susah teman aku ni.... hmmmmm

in conclusion.... this bday SUCKS!!!!

Twenty Twelve Wishlist #2: a new pair of Oaks

The last time i got meself a pair of shades was the Olive coloured OIL DRUM from Oakley. And if I'm not mistaken it was in 2005 kot? Gila lama. I still have it but the lens are pretty much damaged. Thought of replacing the lense but it'll cost me abt rm200-250 for it. Bila pikir2 balik, kalau tambah lagi rm150-rm200 boleh dpt a new pair. The thing is, i still love the Oil Drum design & most of the shops dah takde stok except the one in Ampang Point. Tapi rasa bazir la beli yg sama kan? Tgk yg Dark Bronze (rootbeer) & Brown Smoke geram plakkkk. Even the black framed with yellow (contrast) lense pun cunnnnnn. Mcm corporate colour fusionwerks lak.... hehehe.

 
Tapi lepas belek2 cemata oakley ni... ada gak model2 lain yg menyayat hati seperti yg dibawah
ni....  From the top: EYE PATCH 2, FUELCELL (infinite hero/max fear), OILRIG (tapi ni dah lebig kurang Oil Drum & similar to jomey's :P) & the GASCAN.

....Tapiiiiiiiiiiii skrg... on top of my fave list is the BATWOLF series... The design is a cross between the OIL RIG series & the FUEL CELL series. What makes it more interesting & cooler is that the "Oakley" logo is interchangeable. Check it out below... I'm in loveeeeeee!!!!

Twenty Twelve Wishlist #1: a wristwatch?

It's been ages since i got myself a wristwatch. Must've been my Fossil watch & that was like 8 years ago & I lost my Adidas watch where it got badly damaged. I'm currently contemplating between these 4 choices (in actual fact more) from STORM, FOSSIL & NAUTICA. For stylo mylo... mmg Storm yg ni la menang hands down, for hip & interchangable straps & looks to fit any occasion then it must be Fossil ni lah pulak.... tapi kalau nak smart yet lasak, then it's the Nautica laaaaaaa..... arrghhhhh peninggggggggg.... mana satu nak ni? hmmmmmm.....

1st choice: STORM'S MK2 Circuit watch

2nd Choice: FOSSIL'S Decker Silicone and Aluminum Watch - Black with Orange

 

3rd Choice: NAUTICA's Chrono orange series (any):

 

4th Choice: any of these sexy beasts: NAUTICA's Black Chronograph, NMX600 or NMX300

CD crazed!!!

Went for RETAIL THERAPY just now & i went to Tower Records just for fun. Coz i was looking for Joe, Brian McKnight & Jagged Edge latest album... but end up buying something else.... & goshhhh it was goddamned cheap wehhhhhhh! These are original CDs & some imported ones as well.

How cheap? Dya know how much i paid for all these CDs? All 13 CDs & some double CD albums..... for... only RM85!!! I shit u not!!! It's dirt cheap! When it comes to quality music... I dont believe in downloading. Coz u wanna support em kan? hehehehe....

Now boleh la belagak cakap camni... sbb murah gils! Anyway... I had fun shopping these! Now listening to em.... best gila! R&B galore!!!

Ordinary People

Ordinary People Lyrics

Conner Reeves

Here's something beautiful to listen to. Ordinary People by Conner Reeves. It soothes the heart & kinda relaxing. Such meaningful & simple lyrics.

2012... we could be.... we could be....

Enjoy the music & lyrics below:


I don't wanna make you feel uneasy 
But I'd really like to spend the night 
I know it's not an easy question 
And I don't wanna ask you twice 
But the thing we do together in the daytime 
always leaves me feeling oh so high 
But something's missing in the morning 
Something's missing in the night 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


Well I'm giving up on lucky numbers 
I'll never be a millionnaire 
There must be something in this spell I'm under 
Coz I don't seem to care 
Well the moon is getting oh so higher 
making patterns on the wall 
And we could be so much closer 
with the coming of the dawn 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


baby how long how long has it been? 
It feels like we have waited for all our lives, 
waited for tonight 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


We're ordinary people 
Just ordinary people 
With ordinary lives