My rantings on the The future of Malaysia with a friend in FB

Friend's status on FB:

Video n gambaq terang2 tunjuk "Pemimpin" PR buat bnda x elok yg tu depa xmau percaya. Bnda yg xda bukti such as kes Altantuya yg tu depa prcaya kata DS Najib yg terlibat. Pdhl bukti xda. Nampak tak kebebalan dan kesengalan caicai PR di situ. Tolongla bukak mata n jgn la taksub sgt wahai cai sekalian

Me: hatred & hypocrisy rules the world today bro... it's an ironic world we live in..... takpe... the real battle is not this GE13 but the battle after GE13.... If BN wins there will be more chaos & saying how the EC is bribed or cheated by BN & the undi antu song will berkumandang again.... macam biasa.... last GE pun dah tadbir 5 negara... still tak puas cakap tipu....

tapi kalau PR menang.... u will see the instigation & mengapi2 kemenangan mereka & depa akan test kesabaran kita kaw2.... 

but but but.... the real battle is between DAP & PAS nanti when they win & anwar will be having the toughest time of his life to be the "piss-keeper" (punt intended) & that is where the real chaos & anarchy will be in malaysia. 

if a party is being led by sex-crazed, hate-mongering, power crazy leaders... then that is what the country will follow & democracy will be dead as the nation will be run by greater nepotism & cronyism.

i worry for our future.... 

Friend: The same think i felt.. i worry about our future aswell. Anuwar ni is just a puppet actually. Karpal singh have all the evidence of his previous cases. Nnt Anwar jd PM skejap ja. N then depa akn kluarkn bukti2 tu n jthkn dia. And then depa bole jalankn tugas sebenar apa yg DAPig nau slama no that is to change this country to a non muslim country. Its too obvious, its just obvious already. PAS pun 1, dh bnyk sgt dh depa ni terpesong, why depa dok kafirkn org islam whereas being allies with org kafir yg terang2 x stuju ngn depa? Why?? Ya Allah... i just dont understnd why ppl cant see their modus operandi. Dah teruk sgt dh dorng ni. Dorng buat bersih apa smua.... saja jaa, dorng tau dorng ni akn kalah. So nnt bila dorng kalah, they can accuse ni smua tipu, x bersih as they said bfore. Sakainyaa otak depa ni. Anwar ni btoi2 syaitan n dajjal. Pak Lah buat salah besaq bwk kluaq dia.

Me: we are fighting to defend our rights.... & DAP is fighting "against" our rights!!! tu pun ramai org tak nampak.... we gave freedom/rights to practice any religion.. .speak & maintain their own language.... preserve their own cultures... & tak penah pun kacau cara hidup dulu, skrg & juga masa depan bangsa2 lain. 

tapi skrg because kita bumiputra.... depa dengki sgt kenapa? bukannya negara ni dibangunkan dgn dasar apartheid? ada kita pantau bangsa2 lain utk menyara hidup mereka? everyone is free to choose their way of life & make a living. Just because kita nak membangunkan mertabat bumiputra... diorg cakap kita rasis? sapa yg rasis sbenarnya? kalau kita betul rasis.... kenapa semua bangsa lain hidup senang lenang jugak? kenapa perniagaan & ekonomi pun semua warga malaysia boleh kecapi bersama? ada tak org2 kaya kat malaysia ni hanya bumiputra saja?

what the fuck do they want? semua negara asia... bangsa2 lain bole ke beragama lain atau dpt ke pakai nama ikut bangsa asal? di china freedom of religion ingat senang ke? anak pun satu utk satu keluarga.... di indonesia.... semua kena ada nama org indo.... sambutan keagamaan atau culture lain2 pun tak disambutkan... di thailand? korea? jepun? ada? 

di malaysia lah satu2nya kita berbilang kaum & bangsa... & stayed true to the concept of "truly asia"

what the fuck do they want? money? dah ada.. power? dah ada? what they want is for bumiputra & islam terlingkup tersadai berpecah belah & hancur....

this is their intent!!!!! fuck new world order!!!


Friend: These ppl are just getting fucked up n more fucked up by days. I hate seeing my friends especially the Malays!!! Depa x sedaq ka? If hak bumiputera xda, kita jgk susah! Dia bole pulak kata nk equality, kesian kt bangsa lain, kepala hotak dia! Dia x perasan ka depa ni dh ckp kaya. Sampai ada bangsa kita jd driver utk bangsa lain ats Tanah Melayu kita ni! Sampai tahap tu my Malay friend ni nl bela bangsa lain!!!!!??? N the best thing is i realise, depa ni jeniis yg ddk oversea previously, pstu blk sini complain mcm2. Bullshit! Total bullshit! Tgk kit siang ckp apa msa 15 Mei, selamaa halau Melayu. Ada jgk Melayu yg bela dia! Kita pnya pemimpin Melayu brkuasa pnh ke kurang ajar kt bangsa lain mcm tu!??
Me: well bro... org akan sedar bila dah terhantuk... & in this case... we prefer "prevention is better than cure"

so... the only way is for all of them that are in denial or yg terlampau taksub dgn perosak rakyat... is to terhantuk, tergolek, tertonggeng, terhempap dulu. That's the NLY way & no other way day. Even with facts pn diorg tak boleh terima dah.... *sighhhhhhh*

get ready to join the fall... if we fall.... in shaa Allah... we will rise again after our greatest fall.... (if we fall... that is)

keep the faith... keep up the fight... & have a good weekend bro!


Friend: U too bro, but i prefer not too fall.. haha. I will fight n cntnue fghting thats for sure
I hope our nations cn think rationally about this. Rather than prcaya kaki tipu tuu.

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #9

1. Watched Rise of the Guardians... AWESOME !!!
2. Ate rumpai-air for the 1st time :P
3. Followed up with so many people on tmrw's PBR but only 1 confirmed. Oh well... better than nothing kan?
4. Managed to get Jomey to confirm a meeting with PNMB this Friday
5. Submitted FW profile for Larkin

5 achievement of the Day - Day #8

1. Catch up on ex-colleagues & old friends from Planet Hollywood
2. Manage to get 3 people excited for the next PBR this wednesday
3. Update session with my mentors on Sapura & PNMB
4. Found a shorter route back home from Publika
5. At last.... managed to finally watched Narnia: The Dawn Trader

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #6/7 (weekend)

1. Spent another 6hours at BBW for self help & biz reference book
2. Continued to learn mandarin
3. Made a new friend from Gwen's network that does P.I
4. Did a training video for Tiger's Boot Camp
5. Made my EPF investement today

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #5

1. Shopped awesome self help books & more tmrw nite
2. Made new friends at Angie & Alex's wedding
3. Manage to get some OTS members interested in travel biz & next PBR
4. Got people interested on Passive Income from FB status to go to next week's PBR
5. Create appointment for EPF investment on sunday

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #4

1. Got meself an awesome looking shirt from Matsuda
2. Got meself my painting stuff fron Nanyang
3. FW first press ad on The Star today for SAPURA
4. Discussed about making extra "ka-ching" for the Atmosphere with Iklan Dinamik
5. Emailed to all new friends i made during last MMI seminar

5 Achievements of the Day - Day #3

1. Manage to shed light to PNMB
2. Manage to get friends attending the PBR even though losing out to the unethical bitch. (ouch!)
3. Getting feisol's details to lock his position
4. Be a part of the team to see V at the PBR
5. Site recce at MRT went smooth

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #2

1. Started reading "SPEEDWEALTH"
2. Reignited personal expense management
3. Got some friends to attend tmrw's PBR
4. Manage to find Robert Rupiel on FB
5. Continued to Solat

5 Achievement of the Day - Day #1

1. Established a link & strengthen the bond between me & my GF's mom & sisters
2. Continued having regular solat
3. Making a friend happy by cleaning up his crib
4. Getting the tender brief for MRT gallery project
5. Successfully establishing this 5 a day mini successes list as a habit

My 8 Tweet Nothings of the Day...


Twit 1:
there's the yin & yang i guess.... order & chaos.. one does not exist without the other... as long as good over evil prevails here in malaysia... i am happy. well... at least the scale is balance.... but when the scale tips on the chaos, or the evil aspect... that is when we worry.... & honestly... i'm kinda worried... .especially the modus operandi of hate-mongering tactics by the opposition... hatred is always a powerful method & men's weakness.... its easier to hate than to love.... its easier to remember bad things than good.... thats why controversies sells more than good deeds.... just read or watch the news.... what does ppl like to see? *taaaa-daaaaaaaaaaaaaa* thats the answer ;-)


Twit 2:
u will never know what u had until u lose em'...


Twit 3:

Some are born to lead & some are born to follow. Leaders win wars & soldiers win battles. But without the battle there is no war!

Twit 4:

God created us differently in order to complete one another. If God created us as equals then we will all be twins & sin as incest

Twit 5:

the purpose in life is to find yr happiness, which only yourself would know. Some are happier with others & some happier alone. Whatabout u?

Twit 6:

Whn yr weakness is "anger", then find someone who can reduce it. Whn yr weakness is "indecisive", then find someone who gives u confidence.

Twit 7:

hands r created to point, to lead, to hold, to comfort, to love, to care, to strike, to work, to push, to pull, to climb, to save & to pray

Twit 8:

What is Your Life Priorities? to have a successful career, having free time, being married, having children, living a religious life, volunteer or charity work, being wealthy? Fate is written by God but destiny is mold by your own hands...

...But you won't know unless you give it a try

Me & Riz were bored shitless & we just came up with this spontaneously. An acoustic raw cover version of 112's classic called "CUPID". It's amateurish so do bear with us... Wonderful lyrics by the way... enjoy...

CUPID by 112
Writer: JONES, DARON TAVARIS/SCANDRICK, MARVIN E/KEITH, MICHAEL 


Everybody put your hands together
Whooo, mmmm, yeah
Girl I love you so
112, listen


Girl if I told you I love you
That doesn't mean that I don't care, oooh
And when I tell you I need you
Don't you think that I'll never be there, ooooh


Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into
Deception and lies
Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind
I'm only saying what's in my heart


Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try


Girl when I ask you to trust me
That doesn't mean that I'm gonna cheat on you
Cuz I'm gonna never do anything to hurt you
Or mislead you, I love you


Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into
Deception and lies
Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind
I'm only saying what's in my heart
Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try


Ain't no doubt about it
Lords no, I really mean it
I rather die before, before I lie to you
Never wanna leave ya
Ain't no life without you
Never gonna leave, never gonna go, no
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, ohhhh


Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try


Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try


Cupid doesn't lie
But you won't know unless you give it a try
Oh baby, true love
won't lie but we won't know unless we give it a try
give it a try

Adakahku sedikit di hati mu...

(another home-made raw version video... taken from my macbook... it's a cover version of Maliq N the Essentials' "Untitled"..... i love this song... & especially the lyrics...)


UNTITLED ~ MALIQ N THE ESSENTIALS


Ketika, kurasakan sudah
Ada ruang di hatiku yang kau sentuh
Dan ketika, ku sadari sudah
Tak selalu indah cinta yang ada

Mungkin memang, ku yang harus mengerti
Bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
Salahkah ku bila
Kau lah yang ada di hatiku
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/maliq_dessentials/untitled.html ]
Adakah ku singgah di hatimu, mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku
Adakah ku sedikit di hatimu
Bila kah ku mengganggu harimu, mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku
Akankah ku sedikit di hatimu

Bila memang, ku yang harus mengerti
Mengapa cintamu tak dapat ku miliki
Salahkah ku bila
Kau lah yang ada di hatiku

Kau yang ada, di hatiku

Bila cinta kita tak kan tercipta
Ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti
Adakah diriku, oh singgah di hatimu
Dan bilakah kau tau, kau yang ada, di hatiku

Kau yang ada, di hatiku
Adakah ku, di hatimu

All Or Nothin'

This song says it all for my soul mate... my queen... whoever she may be... it has to be ALL OR NOTHIN!!!


I've gotta have all or nothing, baby 
With me there is no maybe
If you want to be my lady
It's all or nothing 
I've gotta have all or nothing, baby
With me there is no maybe 
If you want to be my lady 
It's all or nothing

I tell you from the start
Just how things would be
Expections for the one that would be with me
Now I tell you once again 
I hope you'll understand 
Just what you have to do
If you want a second chance 
I don't need a fooling 'round kind of woman 
A woman who just can't be
Happy and devoted just to me 
I need an one loving kind of woman
A woman that I can trust 
Who's faithful and concerned about it

A stylish kind of woman with class, luxury look 
Who treats some man the way that she should 
One who will give me all her love 
One who will have me once and more 
That's the kind of woman I'm looking for 
I don't need a fooling 'round kind of woman 
A woman who just can't be
Happy and devoted just to me
I need an one loving kind of woman 
A woman that I can trust 
Who's faithful and concerned about it 

I want the best 
I won't settle for less 
I want someone that is heaven blessed
Someone to hold me tight 
Someone that will treat me right
And who will understand 
And treat me like a man

Donnel Jones-You Know That I Love You

How can i stay away from this song? It's awsomely cool & the lyrics speaks volume.... sorry, its' for my own listening pleasure & i'm not trying to woe anyone with this song.

You Know that I love you, and that ain't gone change
I know you're not here with me now but my love for you stays the same
Don't worry about those other girls
They can't take your place
You're the only woman in my world
And you can't be replaced
(Girl U Know)

Chorus
You know that I love you
Girl you're everything to me
Just let me show you
Just how much you mean to me

It's been such a long time since I've been near you
My friends say I should play around
They wish that they could have what I found in you
You know I'm not that other guy
Who broke your heart
You're still the only woman in my world
Even when we're apart

Chorus

I only have eyes for you (oh baby)
Believe me what I say is true
You know my heart belongs to you
And only you
And you can't be replaced
(Girl U Know)

Chorus

nice guy ends with nothin!

LESSON LEARNED!!!

From Rocketeer to Puppeteer

I was actually looking forward for my b'day in 2012, but I guess I never learned my lessons. How would I know that someone actually pulled my strings & made me a puppet during my b'day. From a Rocketeer to a Puppeteer.

Yesterday, (10th of Janu_fuckin-Ry) I actually went to LCCT drove almost 2 hours to & fro.... from KL & only to know "she" postponed the trip to today instead. Well... to me it was a blessing in disguise "then". Coz I was super busy yesterday as I plan to free up my schedule & take a day off on my b'day. The reason is so that I could spend my time with the "puppeteer" today which is the 11th of Janu-fuckin-Ry!!!

I went to LCCT again today but I only reach Kg Pandan roundabout before i made a "u-turn" just before the junction of the MEX h'way. This i becoz, i received an SMS telling me to not come to pick her up & she's supposed to call me. And till this very moment, I'm still waiting for her call, sms, ym or twit. Yet..."Nothing"! Smlm dia cakap dia sms 2 kali bagitau dia pospon... tapi satu patah haram pun tak dpt... takpe... aku kan penyabar... mungkin signal tepon or internet or apa2 lah. U should never rely 100% to technology. There's always flaws of messages didnt get thru & yada yada yada. Ive danced to that song many times before & even sang that tune too.

So... takpe... tak marah smlm.... tapi hari ni? It's the cherry on top of the icing. Hmmm siap tanya nak apa b'day? & i said tak payah... by her being here is already a feel good prezzie for me. Yup yup yup.... i've lowered my expectations as she has mentioned that no way we can be together due to "who i am". Its a painful pill to swallow & i did swallow it painfully.

Then that simple message in YM saying that she plans to come on the 13th Jan for shopping... that itself made me happy coz i'll be able to meet her again... but with lower to no expectation this time.... then she dropped a bigger surprise that she would liek to come earlier so that she can celebrate my b'day with me! Isn't that uber-sweet???? I told myself. ok hold your horses kerry.... she's doing this strictly out of friendship & nothin more. I'm down with that... i'm down with that says my heart & mind.

By end of the day... pendek kan cerita... dia tak dtg pun arini? Apa kes? aku pun tak paham kenapa? kenapa buat camni kat aku? aku buat apa kat dia sampai aku kena camni? Tak call or sms or YM or twit or whatever pun nak bagitau tak jadi... aku cam bodoh je drive ke sana.... bukan sekali... DUA KALI!!!

& guess how did i spend my bday??? at home mcm bodoh. nasib baik la ada abang aku teman main 2 game FIFA 12. Tapi yg paling best... dpt makan breakfast dgn Gwen spontaneously. Tu pun sbb bday aku dia teman aku. Kalau tak makan sorg je. Comel la Gwen ni.... baik je layan aku.... hmmmm Sabahan is famous for their hospitality in nature. Which is so true. Lupa marah & panas dlm hati sat. Tapi lepas dia balik.... sambung rasa bengang..... apa la kerry ni.... asyik kena tipu dgn pompuan je.... suka sgt gadaikan hati & jantung utk pompuan main2kan..... adehhhhh

Lunch tadi dgn Farid... luahkan kat dia... semua ni... tu je la satu2 kawan yg bole bawak borak2 pasal ni. Lepas lunch kat cozy house GE mall.... balik umah.... reply to all my FB & twitter bday wishes..... letih wohhhh but i dont have a life... so aku reply each & every message tau.... nobody is spared. baik tak aku??? hmmmm alahai.. felt like a fuckin loser today.

hmmm its wednesday.... & i felt like drowning my sorrows. should i go to Rootz tonite & enjoy ladies nite on my bday? hmmmm... takde mood langsung.... i just wanna watch movie... makan2 & borak2... tu je... tak susah teman aku ni.... hmmmmm

in conclusion.... this bday SUCKS!!!!

Twenty Twelve Wishlist #2: a new pair of Oaks

The last time i got meself a pair of shades was the Olive coloured OIL DRUM from Oakley. And if I'm not mistaken it was in 2005 kot? Gila lama. I still have it but the lens are pretty much damaged. Thought of replacing the lense but it'll cost me abt rm200-250 for it. Bila pikir2 balik, kalau tambah lagi rm150-rm200 boleh dpt a new pair. The thing is, i still love the Oil Drum design & most of the shops dah takde stok except the one in Ampang Point. Tapi rasa bazir la beli yg sama kan? Tgk yg Dark Bronze (rootbeer) & Brown Smoke geram plakkkk. Even the black framed with yellow (contrast) lense pun cunnnnnn. Mcm corporate colour fusionwerks lak.... hehehe.

 
Tapi lepas belek2 cemata oakley ni... ada gak model2 lain yg menyayat hati seperti yg dibawah
ni....  From the top: EYE PATCH 2, FUELCELL (infinite hero/max fear), OILRIG (tapi ni dah lebig kurang Oil Drum & similar to jomey's :P) & the GASCAN.

....Tapiiiiiiiiiiii skrg... on top of my fave list is the BATWOLF series... The design is a cross between the OIL RIG series & the FUEL CELL series. What makes it more interesting & cooler is that the "Oakley" logo is interchangeable. Check it out below... I'm in loveeeeeee!!!!

Twenty Twelve Wishlist #1: a wristwatch?

It's been ages since i got myself a wristwatch. Must've been my Fossil watch & that was like 8 years ago & I lost my Adidas watch where it got badly damaged. I'm currently contemplating between these 4 choices (in actual fact more) from STORM, FOSSIL & NAUTICA. For stylo mylo... mmg Storm yg ni la menang hands down, for hip & interchangable straps & looks to fit any occasion then it must be Fossil ni lah pulak.... tapi kalau nak smart yet lasak, then it's the Nautica laaaaaaa..... arrghhhhh peninggggggggg.... mana satu nak ni? hmmmmmm.....

1st choice: STORM'S MK2 Circuit watch

2nd Choice: FOSSIL'S Decker Silicone and Aluminum Watch - Black with Orange

 

3rd Choice: NAUTICA's Chrono orange series (any):

 

4th Choice: any of these sexy beasts: NAUTICA's Black Chronograph, NMX600 or NMX300

CD crazed!!!

Went for RETAIL THERAPY just now & i went to Tower Records just for fun. Coz i was looking for Joe, Brian McKnight & Jagged Edge latest album... but end up buying something else.... & goshhhh it was goddamned cheap wehhhhhhh! These are original CDs & some imported ones as well.

How cheap? Dya know how much i paid for all these CDs? All 13 CDs & some double CD albums..... for... only RM85!!! I shit u not!!! It's dirt cheap! When it comes to quality music... I dont believe in downloading. Coz u wanna support em kan? hehehehe....

Now boleh la belagak cakap camni... sbb murah gils! Anyway... I had fun shopping these! Now listening to em.... best gila! R&B galore!!!

Ordinary People

Ordinary People Lyrics

Conner Reeves

Here's something beautiful to listen to. Ordinary People by Conner Reeves. It soothes the heart & kinda relaxing. Such meaningful & simple lyrics.

2012... we could be.... we could be....

Enjoy the music & lyrics below:


I don't wanna make you feel uneasy 
But I'd really like to spend the night 
I know it's not an easy question 
And I don't wanna ask you twice 
But the thing we do together in the daytime 
always leaves me feeling oh so high 
But something's missing in the morning 
Something's missing in the night 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


Well I'm giving up on lucky numbers 
I'll never be a millionnaire 
There must be something in this spell I'm under 
Coz I don't seem to care 
Well the moon is getting oh so higher 
making patterns on the wall 
And we could be so much closer 
with the coming of the dawn 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


baby how long how long has it been? 
It feels like we have waited for all our lives, 
waited for tonight 


We're ordinary people with ordinary lives 
With the chance to be so beautiful 
We could be beautiful, tonight 


We're ordinary people 
Just ordinary people 
With ordinary lives